I have not been blogging lately, due to the never ending limited time I have at home ... life this year has been travel, work, travel, work .... i can't even remember the last time that i have a long and quality break .....
Something unusual happen today, when i taking shower to get prepared to go back home from the rig .. i suddenly have this bad feeling .... but i just ignore it as i am too happy to know that i am going back home .... i changed to my clean coveralls ... go down to the galley to have lunch .... and happily sitting at the TV room for the safety briefing .... until ===> someone came in and told my team that we are held back ... WE ARE NOT GOING BACK !!!!! .... i was stunned for a moment ... and i know what is this bad feeling all about .... i have already ask my friend out tonight ... a friend that coincidently came back for a break from Perth .... and other plans .... I just cant hide the disappointment in my look anymore....
I also realize that today is the first day i report to work for my first job ... that was after my graduation .... so as for today, i have been out here in the working year for exactly 4 years .... hmmm ... how come i dun want to work anymore ..... hahaha .... i think it's not only me .... many of you out there feel the same way too .... :-P
Well, considering that i have slept for a couple of hours and my mind is still fresh and i can think better now .... what is this one bad day compare to the many lucky days i have got this year .... so just brush it aside and life goes on .... :-)
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11 years ago
2 comments:
I believe i would feel the same if I were you. Emm.. I guess you couldnt change the fact of staying back but you could always think very optimistically. You are still so young and it is good if you have a good career, scramble up the ladder is hard, but when you reach the top.. You will be glad of what you sacrifice today. cheer up pal!:) I am also working today:D so not better than you though:p
Hey ... thanks for your encouragement words :-) just sometimes, we like to complain about stuff ... that's all ...
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