Tired of always being away .....

Tonight is another night where i can finally breathe a sigh of relief after my end of the week exam, sitting here at Golden Sands lobby, surfing the net to my full satisfaction. Anyway, the connection is really bad, it has been better since the last 2 weeks .... it took more than 5 minutes just to log into my yahoo mail .....

Tonight, i just suddenly feel that i finally feel tired, tired of always traveling, tired of not being at home always, tired of always missing the fun with my friends and tired of always missing meaningful/important like my good friend's wedding .....

I have always thought that having such a out of ordinary job like mine is very interesting .... no 8 to 5 office hour, no long sleeve shirt with tie, always get to travel around (plane, boat, helicopter, rig), working in the middle of the sea where most of the ordinary people will ever understand ..... but when time actually passed by me in a blink of an eye .... i finally realize that i have missed out a lot good things in life ........

I have try to always make full use of my time when i am not working, trying to do recover back what i have lost when i am away, but i must admit .... it doesnt really work this way .... basically when you found out that what you lost is time, the clock will never turn back for you ...... all you can do is always to look forward .... and continue to try your best not to lose it again ....

Anyway, my good friend Alex just became a father to a beautiful daughter named Eunice, and i am really happy for him ..... and even tough i am away again, i want to wish him congratulations and i promise i will pay him a visit someday .... cheers :-)